Tart aux Citron: Bring on the Butter

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As I write this my house smells like butter. That incredibly rich, fatty, greasy, oh so amazing scent of melted butter combined with sugar and flour and baking in the oven. Doing chemical things to create a crumbly Breton butter cookie.

My house also smells like lemons. Tart, oh so tart citrus mixed with eggs and yes, sugar and even more butter coming slowly to a warm rich curd in a bain marie.

A few days ago now, my husband asked me if I would be in the mood to go to his mother’s house for dinner on Sunday night. I’m not going to lie. I wasn’t in the mood. Sunday is a very busy day at the restaurant; a day I always come home way later than any other; a day I come home exhausted with aching feet and back and don’t want to talk to anyone except my cats. I also already had plans. But after he informed me that this was a big family dinner with everyone including my father-in-law from Marseille and my brother-in-law and two-year old niece from Antibes I said alright.

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I even offered to bring a dessert. Usually I offer to bring wine, but I figured my father-in-law who has a very good cave would have that covered. Plus I might as well put this new experience of mine to some use. I already knew what I would make and damn the person who says they don’t like lemons.

Ever since tasting the tart aux citron served at the restaurant I wanted to try making it for myself. It was a leftover dessert, a mistake from the order sheet that we had plated only to discover the diner wanted something else. Though I wasn’t hungry, I hadn’t tasted this particular dessert yet, so I said I’d have a spoonful and then give the rest to the Commis Chef or the dishwasher or someone. That is – until I looked down at my plate and realized I had eaten the whole thing. It was that addictive. I think I must have shoveled the whole tart in my mouth in under 5 minutes.

Sable Breton crust

Sable Breton crust

I could have found plenty of recipes online for a lemon curd tart, but I wanted to know what their secret was, why the tart was so good. I explained to the chefs I wanted to make a tart aux citron for my family and did they have any advice on how to make the crème citron or lemon curd, (you’ll find a lot of variations out there) and their recipe for the sablé Breton they used underneath. And as Pastry Chef X was writing the recipes out for me in proportions big enough for a restaurant that seats 70, I realized what the secret was.

Butter.

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So much butter.

Even after scaling the recipe back for 10, I knew I’d never be able to tell my mother-in-law exactly how much butter I used. When I gave my husband the shopping list, he stared at the 5 contents and their quantities and said “Really? You need THAT much?”

Lemon Curd

Lemon Curd

There were two days of consultation over this recipe. It’s a good thing I don’t really care for recipe books and prefer face to face explanations because the method he wrote out for me was nothing but arrows and temperatures. Discussions on how I would make the lemon curd and the Breton butter cookies included explanations of butter chemistry and the idiosyncrasies of hot sugar. What kind of mixers do I have at home? Do I have a stand beater? Did I mind sticking my hands into the gooey pre-batter of the Breton cookies? Seeing as how I’d been up to my elbows in it earlier that morning, it wouldn’t be a problem.

How far in advance can I make the custard?

“It has to stay in the fridge for at least 24 hours but 48 is best.”

“If you’re going to use the mixer for the crème citron put the butter in first. But make sure it’s room temperature. And make sure the damn mixer is set to the right speed.”

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I scribble notes on a scrape of paper in my typical Franglais.

“Don’t take the butter out of the fridge until you’re ready to mix it into the sablé Breton paste. Cut it first and put it back in the fridge.”

I scribbled some more.

“The eggs have to be removed from the fridge two hours before you make the meringue.”

“Here’s a list of the type of lemon juice you can’t use…”

With a pile of lemons and bricks of butter set up on my kitchen counter, I set out for the two-day task of making a lemon tart à la restaurant.

In my typical fashion I worried I wouldn’t make enough, but the chefs didn’t steer me DSC08846wrong. There was enough pie in my fridge for 16 people let alone 10. And crème citron left over.

It was just as addictive as I remembered. I told myself Saturday after I made two little test tarts, to stop eating it because I’d be eating enough stuff at work – sometimes it’s just easier to lick the whipped cream off your hand than find a paper towel – everyone does it. My husband ate his in less than 5 minutes and then informed me that we should keep the huge tart I’d just finished baking in the fridge and conveniently forget it the next day.

“My mom can make a fruit salad.”

DSC08881But like I’d promised both me and the tart showed up Sunday night, fully dressed. There was some ooh-ing and aww-ing and explanations on meringue. Dinner was simple and everyone left room for dessert. Plates were almost clean before I finished slicing the tart and sat down to my own portion. I’m not sure now if I’ve been relegated to “in charge of dessert” for all future gatherings, but it was highly well-received to say the least. Fruit salad is for the birds.

Bring on the butter.

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I’m not including the recipe here because it belongs to the chefs and I didn’t ask their permission to post it. I doubt it’s any sort of well-guarded secret, but just in case. However, here is Dorie Greespan’s recipe for Sablé Breton and Lemon Curd (scroll down) and another by David Lebovitz which will be just as tasty.

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Talking Whipped Cream, Orange-Chocolate Sandwich Cookies

DSC08716Let’s talk about whipped cream. It seems like a fairly easy process. Heavy cream, sugar, and a hand beater, stand mixer or a whisk. It shouldn’t be a big deal. Start the beating, add the sugar and keep going until the cream have formed stiff peaks. Bien serré they say in French. At the restaurant, I make a lot of whipped cream. Pastry Chef B gives me the order during lunch. “Monter la crème après on passe par la table!” And I rush to finish eating so that I can start the cream before I get a scolding for moving too slow. Though I’ve been making it daily for the best part of the month, the process was still a mystery to me. The restaurant obviously uses an industrial strength stand mixer that whips up the cream without too much trouble. I haven’t had any problems since that first time when I added the sugar too late and created a granulated, buttery mess. But at home, my whipped cream seemed to fall apart almost as soon as I made it. I stared at the cream. I turned the hand mixer on high, and stood there for what seemed like an hour hoping I wouldn’t end up with butter. No matter what I did, the cream would whip up, form its peaks and then fall down into a creamy goo a few minutes later.

Eventually I went to my source: the pastry chefs.

Chocolate makes everything more interesting.

Chocolate makes everything more interesting.

“Why does my cream fall as soon as I make it?”

“You’re not using the right cream,” Pastry Chef X said without looking up from his work.

“But I bought heavy cream from the same brand we use here.”

“It’s not the right cream.”

“But the box…”

Pastry Chef X straightened up, stretched his back and put down the cone of chocolate he was drizzling on the plates as decoration. “Pour monter la chantilly il faut avoir 35% – 40% matière grasse – au moins 35%.” To make whipped cream you need at least 35% to 40% fat in the cream.

Especially whipped cream

Especially whipped cream

I told him again that I had heavy cream – wasn’t that automatically 35%?

Non. It’s 33%. In supermarkets the regular heavy cream is almost always 33%, you have to search for the right cream.”

I twisted my lips giving him that look that said I didn’t quite believe him, and he told me to go home, look at my cream, and then gave me the name and description of the package I should be buying.

Mais c’est cher.” It’s expensive- he warned.

I went home, I looked, and alright, he was right. No where on that box did it say 35% fat. I marked: cream – 35%, on my shopping list.

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What is it about the combination of orange and chocolate? The acidic citrus of the orange, bitter sweetness of dark chocolate. I’ve been obsessed with it lately, orange panna cotta topped with chocolate whipped cream, dreaming about candied orange peels and dipping them in melted ganache. And now these babies: orange and chocolate sandwich cookies.

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Here they’re all called whoopie pies, and the French are obsessed. I think it’s because they’re slightly easier, and less time-consuming than the famous French macaroon, but just as adaptable in terms of flavor.

I have a small recipe book on whoopie pies and their yummy fillings, but I decided to go my own way now that I had the right cream for a proper whipped cream.

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Simple sablés flavored with Cointreau and orange zest.

I got to practice with the piping bag. You could use a spoon but it will be much more difficult to get regular shaped cookies that will fit together. Even with the piping bag, it’s not always easy.

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Chocolate and cream, whipping together. I munched on a few cookies while I was waiting. Purely as a flavor test, I assure you.

For just a little whipped cream, you don’t need a big bowl. Smaller is better, because even though the cream will expand, a smaller bowl will keep it together instead of spreading it all over the bowl.

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Like the panna cotta, the cream blends with the orange and the chocolate flavors binding it all together. The cream also calms the taste of the chocolate so that the orange in the cookie can come through. Though it’s not exactly “light” the texture sure is. Light and soft, a fluffy cookie that is perfect for tea time, coffee time, breakfast, midnight snacks or just because you need orange and chocolate together immediately.

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Orange-Chocolate Sandwich Cookies
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Recipe type: Dessert
Cuisine: French, American
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Serves: 12
 

Classic orange and chocolate combination in whoopie pie form
Ingredients
  • For the Cookies
  • 50g butter, melted
  • 1 egg
  • 50g sugar
  • 100g flour
  • ½ tsp baking powder
  • pinch of salt
  • 1 tbsp cointreau
  • zest ½ orange
  • For the whipped cream
  • 100g heavy cream – 35% or higher
  • 20g dark chocolate, melted

Instructions
  1. Preheat the oven to 180°F/350°C
  2. In a large bowl beat the egg and sugar together until it has whitened to a creamy color. This will take about 5 minutes. Add the butter and cointreau and lightly mix until it’s incorporated. Then add the rest of the ingredients and mix just until you have a homogenous dough. Don’t over mix.
  3. Line a large baking sheet with cooking parchment. Fill a piping pouch with the dough and pipe the dough directly onto the baking sheet in regular circles. I start from the inside and go out. Keep on hand on the top of the pouch to push the dough and the other hand on the bottom of the pouch to direct the tip. Make sure you have an even number of cookies – or you can make an odd number for “taste testing”.
  4. Bake for 10 minutes. Remove from the oven and let cool completely on a wire rack or plate.
  5. Melt the dark chocolate and a little bit of cream in a bain mairie. Once melted, add to the rest of the cream in a small bowl. Gently mix so that the cream and chocolate have blended. Make sure it’s completely cool before starting to whip, place in the fridge if need be. Beat the cream until stiff peaks have formed.
  6. Using either a piping bag or a spoon, spread the whipped cream on half the cookies and top with the other half. Store in fridge to keep the cream firm.

 

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For Boston

 Another blog entry was planned for today, but I don’t feel right about posting it. For those of you who don’t know, Massachusetts is my home state, Boston is a city I know very, very well and the news I woke up to this morning was simply shocking. I love that city and it’s a place I’ve been proud to call my home; a city I always feel welcome coming back to. My heart aches for the city today and rather than talk about food, a little “moment of silence” is necessary.

Boston is in my heart…boston

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Orange Panna Cotta with Chocolate Whipped Cream

DSC08737The “pastry side” of the kitchen is in charge of more than just the regular dessert menu. The two chefs are also required to prepare little mignardise, bite-sized sweets that are served after the main course. And then there are the pre-desserts served during dinner service and Sunday lunch; slightly larger sweets usually served in verrines (small glasses). We go through quite a lot of these at the restaurant and during my month there so far, it’s these two tiny dishes that have been occupying most of my time.

The thing about these mignardise and pre-desserts is that there isn’t much space, and the chefs, having no desire to make the same thing over and over, are often calling on their creativity to come up with something a bit different each time to present to the guests. There are the basics: chocolate, mousse, creams, panna cotta, fresh fruits and nuts, and flavored whipped creams. In four weeks I’ve seen quite a few flavor combinations using these basics.

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Lately, the pastry chefs have charged me with the task of making the panna cotta and mousse, giving me the proportions for the base ingredients and then having me run through the recipe with them orally so that I can work independently, assembling the ingredients into a finished product while they charge themselves with the more tricky parts of something on the dessert menu. And though I’ve made quite a bit of panna cotta and mousse this past week, the process still scares me.

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It’s not so much that either of these recipes are difficult – even on a grand scale such as the restaurant requires – it’s the constant reminder that if I screw up, not only will I get a severe verbal lashing, I’m also costing the restaurant time and money.

That means I’m always in my own kitchen, practicing these simple recipes to make sure I have the process down and can run through it smoothly without thinking too hard or too long.

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I already made a simple panna cotta once on my own, after I learned that the recipe was really incredibly easy and gelatin is nothing to be afraid of. But now that I’m occasionally allowed to choose my own flavors and “mix-ins” I decided that I would have to be more adventurous this time around in order to learn what might happen if I add an extra liquid, or a new flavor to the cream – and test my own creativity.

Orange panna cotta seemed like a weird idea at first, but then I got to thinking: it’s just like a creamsicle. And I loved creamsicles as a child. Do they still exist?

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Either way the sweet acidity of the orange was calling me. Their season in France is almost at an end, and while it will be possible to buy oranges still, there will be so many other fruits tempting my eye at the market.

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I have to admit, the first time I had panna cotta, I was rather meh about it. I mean, it’s just cream and gelatin. But with a good, heavy cream, just the right amount of sugar it can be creamy and rich, and so easily adaptable with any flavor or topping. Kind of like a basic vanilla ice cream.

This orange panna cotta was very dense, but wonderfully smooth and velvety and took on DSC08732the flavors of orange juice and Cointreau beautifully. I topped it with a chocolate whipped cream as I still haven’t mastered the piping bag. And it made for a more sinfully rich dessert.

If I’m going to get into this pastry thing, I might as well go all out.

Orange Panna Cotta and Chocolate Whipped Cream
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Recipe type: Dessert
Cuisine: Italian
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Serves: 5
 

Adapted from David Lebovitz http://www.davidlebovitz.com/2009/04/perfect-panna-cotta/
Ingredients
  • 250 g heavy cream
  • 25 g sugar
  • 1 orange – juiced
  • 1 tbsp Cointreau
  • 1 ½ – 2 sheets gelatin*
  • For the whipped cream
  • 20g dark chocolate
  • 100g heavy whipping cream, 35% fat or higher is a must

Instructions
  1. In a large dish filled with enough water, soak the gelatin for at least 10 minutes. One of the chefs told me you want around 10X the amount of water for each sheet of gelatin. I like to start this first so that by the time I’ve assembled and prepared all the other ingredients, I know the gelatin will be ready.
  2. Pour all the remaining ingredients into a pot and whisk together. Heat on the stove top just to a boil. Watch carefully because you don’t want the cream to come to an actual boil or to spill over the top of the pot.
  3. Remove the cream from heat. Wring out the gelatin of all water with your hands – just crush it in your fist, it’s not a big deal if it breaks – and add to the cream, whisking vigorously all the while to make sure the gelatin dissolves. Keep whisking for longer than you think you need to, until you are really sure the gelatin is completely dissolved. Gelatin chunks in panna cotta is gross.
  4. Pour into molds and let sit in the refrigerator at least 2 hours.
  5. As for the whipped cream:
  6. Melt the dark chocolate with a little bit of the cream in a bain-marie. Put the rest of the cream in a medium sized bowl. Once it’s melted, fold it into the remaining cream and gently stir until all the chocolate has been absorbed and the cream is a chocolate color all the way through.
  7. Check to make sure the cream is cool. If it isn’t, place it in the refrigerator for a bit until it’s cooled down. It doesn’t have to be as cold as the fridge, but you want it fresh. Using a hand mixer, beat the cream on medium for about 5 minutes. The raise the speed to high and beat for a few minutes more until still peaks have formed. Be sure not to over-mix or you’ll have chocolate butter.
  8. Eat with spoon or spread on cakes or panna cotta or what-have you.

Notes
*refer to the link in order to find out how much powdered gelatin to use. Agar-agar – the vegetarian substitute should also work fine.

 

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Gratin Dauphinois – The ordinary potato

DSC08558Pomme de terre: potato. There is nothing more common with a more convoluted history. Is it a starch, a vegetable or both? Despite its origins, its humility, let’s face it, its plainness, just think of all the different ways it can be cooked: roasted, baked, sautéed, fried, pureed, boiled – not to mention all the different funny shapes you can cut one into.

In France the potato has quite a reputation. A chef is not a chef, a cook is not a cook unless they can cook a potato in all its many classic variations. Joël Robuchon, considered the chef of the century, up there with Carême and Escoffier, is best known for his purée de pomme de terre – or in English – mashed potatoes.

DSC08559On this season’s Top Chef version française the remaining candidates were recently tested on their ability to prepare many of the most famous potato recipes known in French cuisine. Fries, were on the list, cut to perfect rectangular proportions known as pommes de terre pont-neuf. Also on the list were pomme de terre dauphine – a type of fried mashed potato mixed with puff pastry dough and the famous gratin dauphinois.

These recipes vary in their difficulty, not necessarily because of the cooking involved but because of the very precise preparation technique demanded to take these dishes from typical potatoes to something divine. The potato is taken so seriously here that it’s one of the foods that chefs are required to master if they want to gain the title of Meilleur Ouvrier de France. Also on the list: eggs.

I could ramble on the relationship between France and the potato for a long time. A very long time.

But let’s get to the meal: Gratin Dauphinois.

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The traditional recipe calls for nothing more than potatoes, milk and cream. Some salt, some pepper, and surprisingly, some nutmeg. A nice, thin slice to the potatoes.

I guess what is surprising about this recipe is the cooking process. Instead of tossing everything directly into the oven, the milk and cream are warmed in a pot and the potatoes and seasonings are cooked at a low boil for about 10 minutes. Then everything is poured into a casserole dish and baked until tender.

DSC08564This creates a richness to the texture that for some reason reminded me of homemade macaroni and cheese – which I’m now craving something fierce. I topped our gratin with shredded cheese, but it’s not a part of the original recipe. Use enough milk and cream and the potatoes are creamy enough without it.

Like any potato dish, Gratin Dauphinois goes with just about anything. My husband and I ate it with a simple tossed salad.

Gratin Dauphinois
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Recipe type: Side
Cuisine: French
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Serves: 4
 

Traditional creamy gratin potatoes.
Ingredients
  • 1kg potatoes, peeled and sliced thin
  • 250 g milk
  • 250 g cream*
  • nutmeg, salt, pepper all to taste
  • shredded cheese (optional)

Instructions
  1. Preheat oven to 180°C/350°F.
  2. In a large pot bring the milk and cream to a slow boil. Add the potatoes and seasonings to taste. Cook on medium heat for 10 minutes.
  3. Pour everything into a large casserole dish. Make sure that the potatoes are spread evenly throughout and that there’s enough milk just reach the top of the potatoes. (Don’t worry, it will cook down) Top with shredded cheese if desired and bake 40-45 minutes or until golden brown and the potatoes are tender.

Notes
*I used light cream. You might find that you want more milk or cream to cover the potatoes, use your eye to guide you.

 

 

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That First Cut

vegetables wholeI find myself drawing a lot of parallels between music and cuisine. Having once been a musician, I know first hand about the long hours of practice, of dedication, of living your work. In music, in a musical performance, perfection is paramount and many people don’t know how many hours of training, tears, and stress can go into a 20 minute performance (or a 30 second solo in an orchestral concert).

Like music, cuisine is an art that demands a perfect performance every day. Roasting or sauteing a cut of beef to order, the plating of a dish and of course the beauty of a dessert are all part of the performance that is presented before the client at every meal. And like music the audience is fickle: a missed note, an off-key passage, an under or over cooked dish, an ugly or too-sweet dessert and you’re likely to lose that audience for good. Day in, day out, you have to be on and ready to perform. No matter the weather, your cramps, stomach pains, headache or bleeding finger. Perform and smile. Everyday.

vegetables cutWhen beginning to learn a new piece of music, it all begins with that first note, that first phrase. You have to get it right the first time or else all is lost.

When you start to prepare a plate, it all begins with that first cut. Slicing an onion, a tomato, a piece of meat, or putting a dot of chocolate on a plate; if you fail that first motion, the plate is ruined and you have to start again losing time and sometimes precious product – like foie gras.

This has been my lesson of the week. Just like when I used to start my practicing in the mornings, taking up my oboe, I would have to prepare myself mentally and physically with that first breath to play each note the best I possibly could. So too with my knife or the piping bag. Before I cut, before I squeeze the bag over the plate I have to think about the motion first; see it and feel it in my head and in my arm and hands before actually doing the action.

I wish that I could say I found the one as fluid as I once found the DSC08558other. Maybe it’s that I’ve only been in the kitchen for three weeks and have long forgotten the early years of learning an instrument. But where playing the oboe came naturally to me, the precise motions required in cuisine – and especially in pastry – have not. Some days I can’t even clean the floor after lunch service properly. And Pastry Chef B loves to scold.

Doing things the easy way – that isn’t me. For some reason, I like to go about it backwards, throwing myself into the middle of the maze and then finding my way out. So I practice. Dicing, mincing, slicing. My cuts are more regular, my thumb and finger stay habitually clear of the large chef’s knife, and my whole arm moves with a fluid albeit slow motion.

Gratin Dauphinois recipe to follow.

Gratin Dauphinois recipe to follow.

I’m learning a lot in the kitchen, but mostly I’m relearning about performance and perfection. Where and how it begins- with that first cut.

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The Story of Decorating a Cake

It was a given that my in-laws would eventually come to the restaurant to eat. After all, it was my husband and I who introduced them to the place three years ago and since then they couldn’t get enough. I just didn’t expect them to rush to reserve a table less than two weeks after I arrived. However, it was my mother-in-law’s birthday. And I doubted anything serious would be required of me after only 14 days in: I’d be somewhere in the back of the kitchen chopping vegetables for the dinner service.

baseI arrived at work Friday morning, started preparing a recipe for Pastry Chef X, then coming out of the back room almost slammed nose-first into the chest (Did I mentioned these guys tower over me?) of Pastry Chef B and screamed in surprise. Usually it’s just one pastry chef per service so I knew something was up if they were both here. And Pastry Chef B scares me.

Viens avec moi,” he said.

In the kitchen were two identical fraisiers – strawberry cream cakes – and a huge ball of sablé cookie dough.

“You’re going to watch me decorate one cake,” Pastry Chef B sliced the dough in half with a slick motion, “Tomorrow, you’re decorating the other for your family.”

I stared, blinking, wondering if I had translated that right. I looked at Pastry Chef X. He pointed to his colleague with the small knife in his hand, telling me wordlessly to pay attention.

“We won’t be here. We have to make chocolate.”

“Wait – je ne comprend pas.

first decor“You arrive at 9 and decorate your cake. Chef X will be here at 11.”

They had to repeat it 3 more times before I finally understood that indeed, I’d be on my own for two hours and the task of decorating the cake was all mine.

I watched Chef B’s cake come to life. I thought about what I would like my own cake to look like. Before I went home on Friday afternoon, I took a moment to rummage through the drawers and boxes of the pastry storage room to see what was at my disposal.

“Can I make whipped cream with fruit coulis?” I asked Chef X, “Can I use the raspberries? Can I use the kiwis? Can I make meringue? Can I use the gold leaf? Are those colored balls white chocolate?”

“You can do whatever you want,” Chef X said, “Go nuts.”

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“He likes audacity. His cakes are 1/3 cake 2/3 decoration,” Chef B said flecking on some gold leaf as a final touch. “I’m much more classy.”

On the way home I asked my husband if he wanted whipped cream or meringue. I looked at photos of fraisiers on the internet. Some I knew would be impossible. I didn’t have the technique and if I wasted a liter of cream and a box of strawberries only to scrape it off and start again the chefs would probably lock me in the cold storage with the meat for the weekend. My dreams that night were full of cake decoration; one involved roasted onions.

But when I woke up Saturday morning a totally new thought entered my mind causing even more panic. “What if I drop it?”

finished topI’m not a graceful person. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve banged trays of chocolates into the wall, walked into the wall, almost slipped on the floor of the dishwashing room. I’d be on my own to get the cake out of the freezer and walk it to the pastry storage room. Chef and sous-chef would be too busy preparing lunch to help me, and it wasn’t their job anyway.

My hands shook as I measured out the sugar and setting agent for the whipped cream. They shook as I sliced the strawberries and filled the piping bags and set raspberries in between tiny, irregular whipped cream stars. Six chocolate ribbons were sacrificed as I tried to set them into the delicate mousse (luckily they can be melted down and remolded). I considered gold leaf but thought that might be over doing the chefs’ statement of “free reign.”

Chef X arrived. He stared at the cake.

“Is it ugly?” I asked

Non. But it’s not what I would have done.” He winked at me – this one’s a flirt, “Later I’ll finished sideshow you how to decorate a cake my way.”

Lunch service got underway. I was indeed chopping vegetables, whipping cream and piping it into cups of panna cotta. Towards the end I came out of the pastry room to ask the chefs for my next task when the owner – my boss – called to me.

“Get a new apron, you’re serving your cake to your family.”

Chef laughed as he sliced plated a filet de boeuf in Maroilles sauce, “C’est chaud;

My cake was called for. Chef X set the candles and couldn’t resist adding two more chocolate ribbons to the décor. My boss motioned me to the door, fixing my apron and my toque and out we went into the dining room.

“Don’t drop it. Don’t drop it. Don’t drop it,” chanted round and round in my head while a chorus of Joyeux Anniversaire somehow made it to my lips.

My beau-père had his camera out, my twin brother-in-laws were in hysterics, and all eyes of the restaurant were turned in my direction. Behind me, the server carried 5 fragile glasses of champagne with more ease than I could manage one cake. Chaos that always envelopes these moments ensued as I kissed my belle-mère on the cheeks, posed for a few photographs and gave my husband a kiss. Out of the corner of my eye I saw three toques poking around the door of the kitchen shaking in apparent laughter.

DSC_0034I fled back to the kitchen as soon as I could – with the cake for slicing. Chef X had prepared some plates and ice cream and set one aside for me so that even though I couldn’t sit down with my family I could still partake. (He won’t admit it, but he set one aside for himself too.)

Though the decorations were a bit irregular and shaky thanks to my unsteady and untrained hand, I’m pretty happy with my first try. It was simple, perhaps a bit minimalist, but I knew any daring attempts at complicated designs could and would end in disaster.

Work went on Sunday morning. I entered the kitchen again, arranging my apron and coming out of the changing room, once again crashing into the chest of Pastry Chef B.

Alors, des photos du gâteau.” He scrutinized them over the beater whipping up yet another bowl of cream.

He nodded. “Pas mal.” And I think there was a tiny spark of approval in his eyes…

…which quickly evaporated when he spent the rest of morning preparations telling me to work faster and throwing almonds at me while I diced tomatoes to test my focus. Any tiny achievement forgotten.

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Pastry Practice: Chocolate and Meringue Mignardise

Progression comes from practice. plated min 3My phone and camera are sticky with meringue. There’s chocolate under my fingernails. And my refrigerator is full of temptation: left over pastry cream, left over meringue, and bite-sized chocolate cups heaping with the two.

I’m back again practicing my pastry skills, getting the hang of Italian meringue, trying to fill the pastry bag without making a mess and forming little rosettes one after another and as similar as possible.

But there’s only so much I can do on a baking sheet or dinner plate. It was time to move on to the mignardise like the ones I’ve been working on almost every afternoon of my internship.

close up cups

A mignardise is a tiny dessert. Think of it as an amuse-bouche that comes at the end of the meal. Often they’re served with coffee; occasionally before the main dessert to get you warmed up. When I say small, they really are small – just a bite. But they can be as rich and as creative as the dessert itself.

I decided to make my own chocolate cups so that I could practice not only filling the cups properly, but also working with chocolate.

unmolded cups

Chocolate cups are simple to do if you have a nice mold, but takes an eagle eye, a steady hand, and patience. The best tool to use in order to coat the mold with melted chocolate is a small paintbrush, but as I didn’t have one, I used the thick end of chopstick.

Chill in the fridge for 10 minutes and coat again. Another 15 or 20 minutes in the fridge and then very carefully remove from the mold.

Then I got to the fun part: deciding what to put inside.

pastry filled

Meringue as I said before, uses only egg whites. Continuing my pastry practice I made some crème patissier or pastry cream with the yolks. A thick, rich cream that is often used in mille-feuille, as pie fillings, or as a cream layer in cakes. It’s a basic in the pastry world, but rather tricky to do.

pastry meringue

Then meringue. Today with one of the pastry chefs, I discovered that Italian meringue cannot be left in the fridge or it starts to fall, so these were not as pretty as I would have liked, but the movement is what I was practicing. It’s all good.

broken cups

A little amateur, yes, and not quite as creative as some of the mignardise I’ve seen, but my practicing is paying off – today I dressed these babies all by myself, even helping the pastry chef with the chocolate mousse that is underneath.

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Courtesy of my very patient pastry chefs.

Chocolate mousse, whipped cream flavored with tonka beans and topped with little swirls of praline-milk chocolate. My first ça me plaît* from the chef. One day I may work up to a très bien.

*literally: “It pleases me.” or more colloquially: “It’s not bad.”

Italian Meringue
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Recipe type: Dessert
Cuisine: French, Italian
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Serves: 4 cups
 

How to make Italian Meringue
Ingredients
  • 2 egg whites
  • 120 g sugar
  • 32 g water

Instructions
  1. Put the egg whites in a large, heat-proof mixing bowl. Set up your bowl and electric mixer so that you can start beating the eggs as soon as the sugar is ready.
  2. In a small sauce pan cook the water and sugar to 120°C or 248°C. If you don’t have a candy thermometer you can try this without it, but you want the sugar-water mixture to be very hot, past boiling and almost clear.
  3. As soon as the sugar is ready start whipping the egg whites with the beater on medium. With the other hand turn off the stove and in a slow, steady stream add the sugar-water mixture to the egg whites. Beat the mixture on medium for at least 30 minutes until the meringue is completely cool and is thick and sticky.
  4. Use immediately. (As a mousse, a topping for cakes and tarts, often Italian meringue is used for Pavlova.)

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Playing with Meringue and Chocolate Sable Cookies

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Once upon a time there was dessert…

 It’s amazing how little you realize you know once you’re in the thick of things.

For the week, I’ve been walking around the kitchen, trying not to get in anyone’s way, looking like a deer in headlights. I was more than nervous on my first day. OK – I was terrified, and while the terror has ebbed somewhat, the nervousness and the dread that I’m going to royally screw something up has not.

It all started here.

It all started here.

Though I’m officially there to work with the pastry chefs – two hulking, towering guys who look more like they should be playing rugby than making velvety creams and delicate chocolates – I’ve also been assigned to help the sous-chef prepare some of the appetizers, assist the chef with lunch for the staff, prepare vegetables for dinner service, and basically watch everything that’s going on around me with an eagle’s eye, taking it all in and learning the fast-paced rhythm of the lunch service.

Yolks go in here.

Yolks go in here.

So far, they have been very patient with me, and in all honesty, they have no need to be. I’m a novice, and this is a restaurant with a reputation to keep. They would be well within their rights to yell and scold and call me names – if I fail it’s not only a waste of time, but also a waste of money. Instead they’ve been very fair, only getting slightly annoyed when I failed my first Chantilly aka whipped cream, (putting the right sugar in at the wrong time) and having me practice making lines and rosettes with left over meringue.

Cookie dough classic

Cookie dough classic

I’ve learned about the three types of meringue and their uses, that chocolate if treated properly never goes bad, about the two different ways of making whipped cream, proper ways of holding the piping bag, the different knives, and above all that if I don’t work cleaner and more organized the chefs are going to take my arms off.

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Form and color!

As I work only for the lunch service, I have my evenings free to practice. This means there’s quite a bit of baking, whipping and chopping going on in my house. Any condiment or cream that can be put into a piping bag is served in strange looking arrangements, including guacamole and frozen banana “ice cream.” My husband is no longer allowed to chop onions, since I have to practice my mince and orange peels are set aside for slicing into very fine strips.

Time to meringue.

Time to meringue.

With a bunch of Italian meringue all over the house, and my husband’s colleagues eagerly reminding him that they’d be happy to take any “practice pastries” off my hands, I was inspired to make these decadent desserts. Plus, as many of you know, I have an abhorrence of wasting any food and as meringues use egg whites only, I had to do something with all the yolks.

One of the desserts served at the restaurant is tart citron semi-revisited with a thick sablé cookie, lemon cream, and meringue on top. I wasn’t about to go make lemon cream, but as I had been thinking about a chocolate sablé for two weeks, it was only a matter of keeping some meringue aside from my play-time to create a rather over the top dessert.

5 minutes in...

5 minutes in…

This time, I added a bit of Cointreau to my meringue, praying all the while that it wouldn’t collapse under the extra liquid. And some food coloring because I had it in the house and never use it.

10 minutes in...

10 minutes in…

Italian meringue is softer than the meringue you traditionally find in French bakeries. It doesn’t really dry out the way a French meringue does and is softer and more creamy. But it’s a bit scary to make as sugar and water need to be heated to a precise temperature and then poured into the egg whites at a regular, slow stream. The secret to Italian meringue is never stop beating. Even if you spill food coloring all over your counter and you look up to find your computer on fire. (I made that last one up.) The secret is patience, because you’re going to be there a while. I bring a book.

Somewhere close to 20...

Somewhere close to 20…

First there was some practice time. I hate my piping bag with a passion because it’s made of a porous fabric that leaks sugar every where. But it’s what I’ve got to work with.

Puffy and pink

Puffy and pink

Then it was time for the real thing.

I’ll be honest, while the taste and texture were there, the extra liquid of the Cointreau kind of collapsed the meringue. It would have been better to add the liquor with the sugar and water and not at the end. Live and learn.

Those pretty desserts are harder than they look.

Those pretty desserts are harder than they look.

Topped with a bit of passion fruit which tempered the sugar of the meringue and the bitterness of the chocolate, all the flavors came together.

But dessert was pretty and tasty... Happy endings.

But dessert was colorful and tasty… Happy endings.

I’m not including a recipe today, but for the sablés I took a note from Martha Stewart who had good recipe and process. All I added was three teaspoons of cocoa powder.

As for the meringue… once I master the process I’ll share. Making it still makes me nervous enough that I’m not sure if I can describe the process properly.

 And clearly, I still need plenty of practice with the piping bag.

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Profiteroles and Choux Pastry

DSC08281 Sometimes France confuses me. Well, ok, France always confuses me. For a country so obsessed with milk and dairy products you would think they would have totally embraced ice cream creating even crazier combinations than Ben and Jerry’s. Or at least embrace Ben and Jerry’s. (Which they do have here but in very limited flavors.) But when I go into the supermarket and can’t even find vanilla ice cream for a recipe, I know there’s a problem. Vanilla ice cream! It’s the simplest flavor, the most common flavor in the world. I muttered into the freezer case at the choices that were before me, asking myself yet again what I would have to do to convince the French to make ice cream an important product in the frozen foods aisle and settled on some pistachio.

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Profiteroles are kind of like fancy ice cream sandwiches. In fact, it wouldn’t surprise me if they were the predecessor to the ice cream sandwich. I always see them on dessert menus, sometimes with the traditional vanilla ice cream and chocolate sauce; sometimes more dressed up with fresh fruit, homemade ice cream of exotic flavors, or maybe some salted caramel. Yet, until I made my own, I had never a profiterole for myself. There was always something else more enticing.

At home, it's always best to cook in your pjs.

At home, it’s always best to cook in your pjs.

It was the choux pastry that did it. I love ice cream, I love chocolate sauce, I love whipped cream. But I was confused about the choux. What could it add to an already perfect combination but buttery, flour-y calories?

DSC08266Choux pastry or pâte à choux is one of the basic fundamentals of French cooking. They can be served sweet or savory – though the recipe hardly changes either way. Made with simple ingredients of water, butter, flour, and eggs, they are used for everything in pastry from eclairs, to crullers, beignets, and the crazy Saint Honoré cake. Despite having tasted all of these things at some point in my life, I had this idea that choux pastries were heavy, sugary sweet things.

Not so. When made right they are buttery, but they should be light and airy, and if sweetened, then it’s only a suggestion of sweet.

DSC08275So what does it add to ice cream? A bit of craquant as they say in French, a bit of crunch. Though they aren’t crunchy, the choux add just enough texture to the smooth ice cream to elevate the interest and the taste to a slightly higher level. It brings out the creaminess, the sweetness and the flavor of the ice cream, enhancing it rather hiding it, and without overwhelming the taste buds with heavy creams and sugars.

A medium sized choux by itself, like the ones I made, are about 60 calories and like I said, they’re light. By the end of your dessert, you’re not going to need to unbutton your pants. Not bad considering the extra fancy-shmancy look and texture they give to your otherwise simple scoop of ice cream.

DSC08280Once you have the recipe down, they can be prepared from start to finish in 30 minutes, and they freeze well, so you can impress those last minute dinner guests. Or something.

I made our profiteroles with pistachio ice cream and melted chocolate, but they can easily be adapted to any tastes. Caramel, butterscotch perhaps, whipped creams, fruit sauces, feel free to do whatever. Choux pastry can withstand it all.

 

Choux Pastry and Profiteroles
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Recipe type: Dessert
Cuisine: French
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Serves: 10
 

How to make choux pastry and consequently how to put together profiteroles. Pastry recipe from Mastering the Art of French Cooking.
Ingredients
  • ½ cup water
  • 43 g butter
  • 1 tsp sugar*
  • 48 g all purpose flour
  • 2 eggs
  • Ice cream of choice
  • Topping of choice

Instructions
  1. Preheat oven to 220°C/425°F. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper.
  2. In a large sauce pan boil the water, butter, and sugar until all the butter has melted. Remove from heat and add all of the flour at once, beating vigorously with a wooden spoon until most of the flour is absorbed and the dough is smooth. Return to high heat and continue beating 1-2 minutes more until the mixture leaves the sides of the pan and forms a mass.
  3. Remove from heat completely. Make a well into the center of the paste and add one egg. Beat vigorously until the egg has been completely absorbed and then add the second egg. The second egg will take longer to absorb than the first. Put some elbow grease into it. Continue until the paste is smooth and homogeneous.
  4. Spoon the batter into a pastry bag with a plastic spatula and carefully form small circles directly onto the lined baking sheet. Make sure they have plenty of space between them because they puff quite a bit.
  5. Bake 15-20 minutes at 220°/425°. When the tops are golden brown and the room smells like choux, removed from the oven and gently poke a hole into the center of each choux with a sharp knife. Turn the oven off, but put the choux back into the oven for about 5-10 minutes, leaving the door open. This ensures that the insides finish baking but the choux don’t collapse.
  6. Remove from heat and let cool before serving.
  7. Carefully slice the choux in half. Scoop ice cream of choice on to the bottom half and gently cover with the top half. Spoon a little chocolate sauce on top. Enjoy!

Notes
*For a “savory” version substitute ½ tsp salt.

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